Day 18: Money, money, money…

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to allow money and power to determine my relationships as who I will interact with and who I will not, based on defining people and their worth on how they may be an asset to me in my quest for money and power

 

I forgive myself that I’ve allowed myself to live for the attainment of money and power and the quest to attain money and power within the belief that if I attain money as power in my world, that I will be able to enjoy the things that I believe I am ‘missing out on’ and have the control and experiences in my life that I believe only money and power will bring me as I have deceived myself in believing that money will fulfill me as the belief that money is the only means through which I am able to enjoy myself and access and experience life

 

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from life and experiencing myself as self expression through the belief that I must attain money – as much of it as possible – to access and enjoy myself and my world and express myself

 

I forgive myself that I’ve not allowed myself to realize that I am able to live and exist as who I am as life without the mind as the desire for money and power as part of living and expressing myself as life within and as oneness and equality is the consideration that I simply require money as a means to an end to sustain me within the context of creating a self and a world that is best for all where all may be sustained equally effectively by an Equal Money System

 

I forgive myself that I’ve not allowed myself to use and define and apply money within the context of what is best for all life – and not to give myself a pleasurable experience where I am able to delude myself and elude self responsibility through buying a pleasurable experience of myself similar to a drug induced experience

 

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted allowed myself to use money to get the kind of pleasurable experience that I as a mind consciousness system desire to be able to escape the reality of myself and believe that everything is ok and I am enjoying myself and happy when in fact I am fucked within and as a mind consciousness system born of a world that does not value, understand or recognize what life really is as the physical

 

I forgive myself that I’ve allowed myself to allow the amount of money I possess to determine who I am and what I will do within the belief that money will buy me happiness and complete and fulfill me and through defining myself self worth as the potential to be able to live and enjoy myself through money

 

I forgive myself that I’ve allowed myself to always want and desire to accumulate and keep a certain amount of money to always keep open and have the possibility  of being able to easily buy another dose of happiness as all of the things that money is able to buy that I believe will make me happy and fulfill me through sensory, pleasurable experiences which I create an energetic mind relationship to within the  belief that I am happy and enjoying myself and that this is who I am

 

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to define my worth and the worth of others and the potential to be happy, live and enjoy myself on money and the  money I have as the numerical value that is given to me by the system and represent me in the eyes of the system

 

I forgive myself that I’ve accepted and allowed myself to believe that money is a reflection of who I am and who others are

 

I forgive myself that I’ve allowed myself to fear letting money go, spending money and not having money as the fear that if I do not have enough, I will not be able to live, enjoy and express myself

 

I commit myself to stop defining my self-worth and the worth of others based on money

 

I commit myself to enjoy, live and express myself as who I am as life within the context of oneness and equality as the consideration of all life here as the physical, and no longer determine my enjoyment, what I will do and who I will be on money as the value I believe I have and the potential of personal enjoyment and happiness which is bought through money

 

I commit myself to see and realize that money can not buy me happiness

 

I commit myself to use money in a way that is best for all life within the commitment of using and redefining money in a way that will serve all life equally as using money as a means to an end to bring about an equal money system where all life may live in dignity with the opportunity to realize and express itself

 

I commit myself to use money within the context of supporting what is best for all life here as the physical

 

I commit myself to stop allowing money and the fear of not having money to determine who I am and how I live

 

I commit myself to stop using money as a way of escaping myself and my reality as the truth of myself and stand and remain here within and as breath and face myself as who I am and what I have become in every moment

 

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